| i got a job. i started yesterday. not bad.
i'm wondering... are humans the loneliest creatures on earth?
smart, tall boys don't need to be dating dumb, short girls. come on!
the insomnia may be striking back.
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| last night i wrote 1000 words. i'm pretty happy about that. my bro is trying to move to chatt next week. this makes me feel sorrow. not sadness. sorrow. i like to live close to him. and he's one of my 3 friends in this county. damn it.
i can't sleep at night. again. still.
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| neurotics are the best. my favorite parts of people are their flaws. maybe because the flaws give me something to write about. or maybe because i look for individuality and uniqueness.
but think about this. if you are in a relationship with someone, and what you love most about him is his flaws, then you break up eventually... how do you ever get over someone when you have that sort of view of him. you can't focus on the negative and teach yourself to hate him. because the negative is what warms you. the annoyances are the parts you hold on to tightest of all.
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| i made up a new word. godnormous. spellcheck doesn't recognize it. yet. the future famous writer in me believes that it's only a matter of time. also, she wishes she had a notebook to write in.
next time you paint something, hang it on the wall. be proud of your art. pretend your 3 year old painted it, if you must. i know you don't have any kids. neither do i. but i hang up their art anyway.
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| i'm proud of who i am.
i've been rejected more than i'd ever thought i would.
there has been a shutting down and a caving in.
i want to be alone 85% of the time (but i will work because i must).
i want a beautiful man on top of me 2% of the time.
the remaining time could really go any way.
i'm not asking for much. just a lock on my door and books on my shelves.
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